Saturday, April 7, 2012

When Someone Else Comes To Play

Outside of having the most amazing husband in the world, we also have an incredible fuck friend.  He rarely has sex when he isn't with us, which is incredible and safer.  Last night he was over and we were able to play for the first time in awhile.  I find that it is exhilarating to have two totally different men playing court to my sexual desires and each other's.
Harry finally got to top.  I am so excited that I got to be present for it.  I was sucking our friend off, so I didn't get to actually see it, but the pressure was pretty fucking incredible.  The best part for me is that Harry doesn't let me be violent at all with him.  I always have to find someone else for that.  Whenever we play we always try to bring in someone that is at least a little submissive so that if I want to finger bang or bite their balls, it is not remiss.  I am not allowed to even pinch Harry's nipples, so this is always a novelty.
I am starting my Saturday in sexual bliss.  Lazy cat stretches and rubbing myself against Harry will be the gist of my day.

Thursday, March 29, 2012

Is it just me?

I see sex in everything.  Rough dirty sex, in everything. My very gay Pilates Instructor often gives me a wooden rod to hold as I move the reformer.  The other day after it was no longer necessary to hold he took it from me and started using it as a pointer.  As he touched this body part or that for emphasis, my mind started dreaming of ways to provoke him.  Could I push this man who has no interest in women, who seems docile in manner to strike me with that rod of his.  I found myself making unseemly jokes about the rod and its many assets.  I finally caught myself and had that mind conversation..... "Stop it you oversexual freak!" But still... I had to write about it.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Wow Living a Real Life

I wish that I could have large breasts and threesomes all of the time. I often imagine that my husband is fucking one of our favorite boy toys as he is fucking me. I have ben wa balls that I pretend I am going to put in as soon as I get in from work, but the sex kitten of my imagination is far from my reality. After all the things that my day entails its some times hard to focus on some porn and give a blow job/hand job. I revel in the fact that even though I know the truth, I also know that most men are not allowed to have boy toys and most girls would never dream of being fisted. SO big middle fingers up to having something to prove to absolutely nobody.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

Too close For Comfort

I woke up this morning and tried to do my morning yoga, but was distracted by the thought of Harry in the bed rubbing his morning hard on. I finally gave up my futile efforts and joined him for a morning sex session, as I sit across from him writing this, I again find myself distracted as his cum still fills my jeans and makes me want to jump on him again. But alas, we both have work to do and so I will have to cross my legs and hope later comes soon.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

What I Wanna See

I was just talking to Harry and we were looking at Tumblr. We have recently discovered this site and while I love it immensely and spend a lot of time looking through the plethora of pictures there, I find that I am annoyed by the fabricated beauty sex faces. Now it would seem after my other post that I only like to see beautious people having sex, that is not the case. I only like to fuck aesthetically pleasing people. But I like to see sex raw, not overly made up, not lips pursed as if they had been practicing the perfect "oooohhhhh." The coiffed hair the perfect makeup takes away from my fantasy. No one likes to be sexually lied to..... Most of us hate a faker of orgasms
and yet these models of perfection are re-blogged and re-posted and a mannequin seems way more appropriate and a lot more kinky...

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

Presents...

I came home and heard a knock on the door. I opened it to have the post lady hand me a package. It had my name on it with no return address, no markings and nothing to give me any impression of where it was from. Of course I opened it up straight away and to my delight someone had the consideration to send me a feeldoe. I ran through the possibilities of who it might be from and my mind settled on "the bitch". He just recently sent a story about how he wanted to be fucked with one before my husband fucked him mercilessly and so on.... I was kind of getting of on the mental visual when my husband arrived home. We got caught up in the mundane, but when Harry finally went into the room, he immediately commented. "So it came, did you get a chance to see it?" Of course the only adult toy I have wanted in a long time, came from the man I want to use it on the most. Once I have broken my connection to the moon I hope to get a chance. Maybe we can post some pics....

Monday, February 13, 2012

Valentine's Day

A friend of mine was having a mental breakdown today because she could not afford a gift for her "new" boyfriend. Although she had already bought him cupcakes and a teddy bear she felt that he should have more to prove that she loved him. I gave her some homemade idea's since I saw it was so important to her, but really. I must say that she is a squirtter, and I know for a fact that he really enjoys that. If he were my boyfriend I would squirt all over his face since she usually runs off before it can happen in girly shame. If you want to show him he has your heart and not be soooo graphic, write a love letter, take a special picture and upload it to his computer as wallpaper. Whatever it is, if you are going to make it that big of a fucking deal, get creative.

Thursday, February 2, 2012

Picturesque Thoughts Of Sex



Hot and Attractive

I have been doing research all day to see what other Bi-sexual couples look like. Most of what I found has been a little appalling. If I were an outsider I would think that almost all bi people are over sized, under aged, unattractive people who use the term bi sexual because they would settle for anyone touching them. Sounds mean I know, but I have been with enough hot bi sexual individuals and couples to know that there is more out there.
We are very picky, me more so than him, about who we allow into our beds. Personality counts for everything but why do people always feel that attractive people must settle for whatever comes their way to get their rocks off. i have been at swinger parties where people have tried to take liberties, people who normally in any other situation would not even have had the courage to speak to me. I sound like a bitch.....
I think that more people would be involved in bi situations if more hot people were admitting that they liked to lick pussy or play with assholes. How many attractive sets of girls have made out with other girls in the club to get attention. The truth is most of them enjoy it. I like to dance up to them and whisper in their ears, "can I finger you some times." I actually have never done it... My husband assures me that most men lose their M4M cherry in the locker room or frat houses. SO why when I go to swinger parties or meet people online they are gross or sexually unattractive? I admit to being the other half of an extremely geeked out couple, but fuck we are hot and deserve to play with people that we feel are hot as well. Oh well that is my rant....

Cherry

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Menage et Trois

I touch you
And you touch her
Involved in a triangle
Not much different
Then the thatch of hair
That protects the sweetness
That dampens our lips
As she suckles my breast
And you probe my insides
With that special gift
Only you possess
I think
The circle is complete
Her woman
You man
And I the beast
Drinking the life forces
And sinking my teeth into
The flesh
Of her meat
After all is done
I sleep
And am sated!